It's been a long night

Hiding behind my cigarettes running through the storms in my mind
Passing the pillars of virtue and morality still running in fear
Im trying to listen to your voice, to guide me through the marvel climb
I'll be there sooner than ever before you forever disappear.

I'm losing my grip on this piece called loving
I'm eating all the darkness hoping it goes away
Would you ever thought that these thoughts are rotting?
This piece will go into the graves.

Love of my dreams

Enough with feeling so betrayed and heart broken
Wipe the tears off those sick little eyes
Give your heart time to heal and mend
Let your lover's last fuck up be your final goodbye.

Remember how the rapture of hate was your only friend
You had a heart so cold that always fought to defend
The mind that was staggering and ready to die
A heart so cold will always pretend.

Smile and sigh and wave and cry
Pretend that there's nothing wrong to hide
Roll over, and shake, and die
Because your lover is ready to leave you far behind.