Lay there and black out

Black out but dont die on me

Dont ever die but stay strong.

Lay there and black out

Lay on me

Take me along.

One day im gonna come back for you

I swear ima save you from this town.

One day ima hunt you down

I'll come back for you

Take in those sweet waves

Melt away in that couch

Savor that taste

Let that brain shout

One day im gonna come back for you

I swear im gonna save you from everything

When you're on the ground, i'll pick you up.

I swear i'll return for your blue eyes..

Nothing Worth Wasting

Her bright blue eyes shined as the snow melted

I can see all the stars reflecting in her eyes

She stunned me in her awesome gaze

All you can hear is the water drops

All you can feel is the stillness of the air

And the intensity of her amour.

All of the bright flowers have wilted

All life seemed as if it had died

As if all life has disappeared without a trace

We were the only two people the world has forgot

But i see the warmth of earth in her stare

It's starving and begging for more.

She's wearing a milk white gown

I'm wearing the jet black crown

We dance alone under the soft moonlight

And no one can hear our sound.

As we progress, so does my thirst

I can hear her beat in every step

Skin preparing to attach to me

Soft gasps that shatter this existence

One line to give me light.

My eyes were set to hurt

In our dance, she twisted and bent

Her skin was leaving me

In our soft dance

One line to break my life..

It's only skin

It's only skin when you leave the one you love behind
It's only skin when you're burning your skin at night
Alone is what seems best
But in the coldness of dreams, Your room is your demise.

It's only skin when the one you love cheats on you
That he touches her the same way you touched her.
And knowing this, being alone seems best
But in the heat of a nightmare, Your room is your horrible reality.

It's only skin when you die
And nothing more
Remembered as a friend and lover that was
Skin has seen it all.

It's been a long night

Hiding behind my cigarettes running through the storms in my mind
Passing the pillars of virtue and morality still running in fear
Im trying to listen to your voice, to guide me through the marvel climb
I'll be there sooner than ever before you forever disappear.

I'm losing my grip on this piece called loving
I'm eating all the darkness hoping it goes away
Would you ever thought that these thoughts are rotting?
This piece will go into the graves.

Love of my dreams

Enough with feeling so betrayed and heart broken
Wipe the tears off those sick little eyes
Give your heart time to heal and mend
Let your lover's last fuck up be your final goodbye.

Remember how the rapture of hate was your only friend
You had a heart so cold that always fought to defend
The mind that was staggering and ready to die
A heart so cold will always pretend.

Smile and sigh and wave and cry
Pretend that there's nothing wrong to hide
Roll over, and shake, and die
Because your lover is ready to leave you far behind.

Wednesday

Disabling and done crying im looking into my very own darkness
Knowing the person i became and how far im going i came to hate my darkness
Alone and diminishing in my own hell within four walls im learning how to fully control it
And knowing this i wipe the tears that rolled down past these broken chapped lips

Again im seeing myself at an angle i saw my figure 4 years ago
Again the pain burns so good affecting my fucking ego
Im getting more jaded and less satisfied and this fucking heart is growing cold
Im getting more betrayed and less applied to everyone, i know i'll die alone.

I fucking hate myself today
Because im the worst of all of them
I threw myself into hell today
Within these four walls with them

There is no future for someone who cries so much
There is only pain for the weaken at the heart
Stand up, move aside, and let another fool take your place.

I hate myself so much today
I hate myself alot today

In Denial

Im falling in denial
Who would clean up all of travesty's disease?
Slap on that smile
With that you'll make so much to please.

Another falling warrior
That used to be a friend
How can one stay so calm?
She's caught behind war's barrier
He's finding bliss through end
With a knife at his palm.

Im in denial
Watching two hearts be ripped with ease
They cant put up that smile
Their hearts are purple with disease.