Disabling and done crying im looking into my very own darkness
Knowing the person i became and how far im going i came to hate my darkness
Alone and diminishing in my own hell within four walls im learning how to fully control it
And knowing this i wipe the tears that rolled down past these broken chapped lips
Again im seeing myself at an angle i saw my figure 4 years ago
Again the pain burns so good affecting my fucking ego
Im getting more jaded and less satisfied and this fucking heart is growing cold
Im getting more betrayed and less applied to everyone, i know i'll die alone.
I fucking hate myself today
Because im the worst of all of them
I threw myself into hell today
Within these four walls with them
There is no future for someone who cries so much
There is only pain for the weaken at the heart
Stand up, move aside, and let another fool take your place.
I hate myself so much today
I hate myself alot today
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You have an amazing talent.
ReplyDeleteAnd I'm not talking about your strange ability to lighten the mood and put a smile on peoples faces day to day.
You will most likely hear this phrase a million times over- You've such a way with words. :)
Cheer up amigo.